crazy life we live in

the crazy life we lead.
so unpredictable and unsure. but tat makes things more interesting for human sometimes. u never know what lies ahead of you. u can only plan things but u cannot make them happen unless it is with god's grace. do you know what it means to be loved? lucky you. better to have loved and lost than to not love at all. BUT it is better to not love at all rather than to have love and lost. Always better that way. You dun get hurt and you don't hurt anyone at all.
crazy but true. you can never evade love. there is no one is this world who is born unloved. those who dont'have lovers are loved by friends. not by friends, by family. not by family, by parents. not by parents by god. not by god then it is only yourself who has chosen not to be loved.
that is the beauty of love. you're always loved 24-7. but to feel that love, you need to want to be loved. if not, no amount of miracle can salvage your dark and fallen soul.
start with loving urself, then ur parents or your surrounding, and you'l see the beautiful side of life, world and humanity.
for me, i have yet to find the meaning of it all. i cannot say that i have not fallen into love's traps before, i have but there is nothing that i can do about it but to learn and see the beauty of it.

had i not learnt, i would never have known. in my stories, heros and heroines fall in love and live happily ever after. but things dun usually go that way. my characters always have to undergo a SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS. then they pass thru the realm of discovering their courage. never know if that one person you deny the very most might be the one who loves you the very most.

my dad, he says he doesnt look back. neither do i. we bring the past into our future, my father and i becos we learn from it. We dont hate. We just remember your faults. FOREVER. only then will you know how much u have hurt us.

but tht is the beauty of it all. you love you'll get hurt, happiness all in one.
Love is truly an all rounder if u ask me..

OH HAppY BaRfDae To GrannY!
sHe's 65 tmR. I LoVe You.

Khad.