this is my final goodbye.
we're taking a split. i'm setting u free. it pains me that i have to but it is so.
i no longer love anyone but you but you had to turn away. i hope you know
that no matter how much u think i'm going to hate you, i'm telling u u're wrong.
even if u shatter me into a million pieces. I'll always love you.
Now and always.
i pray that u stay happy and blessed with all good things in the world. I haven't got
anything worthy to give u to make u stay, if u think the love i have for you is unworthy
of your keep then i'm afraid i really have nth else to offer. But i'll always be here for you,
I'll always love you.
Now and always.
i've always known. i've always felt that you were perfect, this i've told you. i also believe
that you know i think you a king. one that rules over me, night and day, in wake and in
dreams, in light and in darkness. you're here, you're there. loving u is as natural as breathing air.
go now, i know u want to leave so i shant keep. i cant possess something that isnt mine. i cannot
lose something i never had. my only defence is that i love you.
Now and always.
But tell me goodbye and let me cry. let me cry, let me hurt because i'll heal. just dont leave and
not let me know. let me be hurt,because it'll just hurt, no matter how bad, rather than u leave me worried, angry and disappointed. my only salvation is that i love you.
Now and always.

So this is my final good bye if u want it to be. u must think i'm crazy, u must think me mad.
but i have told you and i told u the truth when i told you i love you.
Now and always.


Khad

salaciously devilish

dia dhuit. khad here. of course.

let me tell you a story of young love so fine it would take years before someone like you would be able to comprehend what it is about. there couldnt have been another love more deeper and finer than what they have. Distance had separated the two but it never hindered their feelings for each other. She more than anything else in the world wished she could spend everyday next to the love of her life. Him on the other hand cherish her like a pagaan princess to be worshipped. in a way, they both loved each other. deeply. then came the misery for every time a man soars so high embraced by happiness, he is bound to fall. this time harder than shattering into a million pieces. they could not understand why it was so. they fought. from that distance, they never felt closer towards each other than this time, now. She gave him her, He gave her him. It was more or less, a blissful union admist the vast and complicated issues that surrounds them. She spend her days thinking about him, her nights dreaming about him. Everything around her was a reminder of how much she loved him. Everything, from the green of the trees that reminded her of his country to the blues of the skies that reminded her of his eyes. Every turn, every blink, she could only see him and him alone.

*well.. i have to go. this story does not end here, definitely, its closing farther than u can imagine for we have only begun in its first chapter.

Khad