in love... in love..

see what James sent me!!

(WORLD's BESTEST BOYFRIEND!!)

what do nursing students do when they are bored?

they doodle their boyfriend's name on their bodies of course!!
then write sweet messages on their calves...

Introducing...

NYP Yr 3 Siti Khadijah Binte Ismail

SGH- Department Of EmergencyMedicine (PRCP)

Dangerous Passions

Sweet-smiling images keeps the world going, keeps my heart beating..

You're all that i need to live my days. A magnificent love story unfolds..

"You cannot learn to love until you've learnt what it is like to lose."

and so thus he makes me happy this mortal of a man, makes me smile and believe in tomorrow, think of the future, trust in love and risk it all but at the end of the day, coming home to where serenity, peace, tranquility embraces me... to where he is. to where my james is..

To... James William Ward

I just recall this wondrous instant:

You have arrived before my face

A vision, fleeting in a distance,

A spirit of the pure grace.

In pine of sorrow unfair,

In worldly harassment and noise

I dreamed of your beloved air

And heard your quiet, gentle voice.

Years passed. The tempests' rebel senders

Have scattered this delightful dream,

And I forgot this sound tender

And how heavenly you seemed.

In gloomy dark of isolation,

My days were gradually moved,

Without faith and inspiration,

Without tears, life, and love.

My soul awoke with decision:

And you again came as a blest,

Like an enchanting fleeting vision,

A spirit of the pure grace.

My heart beats on in resurrection

It has again for what to strive:

Divinity and inspiration,

Life, tears, and eternal love.

- Aleksandr Pushkin

LIVE! From UK & Singapore

yep that's right! live from UK & SG.. we went live on msn actually. i was so happy. we were so happy. aint that right? lol. anyway.. budding roses. they look so beautiful was up till late last night and today up early bcos mom & dad's gone out of town. apparently gran's sister ha d fall and broke her arm. innalillah. may allah let her heal soon. i coulnt go cos well.. the tickets. and its much better if i didnt. my regards and well wishes are always with her.

this is pretty isnt it? yes what a pretty picture we make. hahaha. now & always. i have a long distance love but i know he's meant for me cos he was sent from up above. i long for his arms to hold me tight, hold me close to tell me everything's going to be alright. i'm blessed to have him in my life, maybe blessed enough he'll take me for his wife. when we age, togther, when i grow old, his hand is the one i want to hold. for better or worse, till death do us part, i love u sweet baby, i love u with all my heart..
school. ended. told u that. no mood to study.. paper on monday. i'll do revision today. (some) anyway.. i passed HS 3077!! Yay! that's one module down.. 2 more to go love! hehehe.. not going anywhere stupid schedule is still not out yet! till later..

Khad

ps: you and me. now and always.

Now & Always

this is james william ward. hubba hubba hubbie. lol.

okay so 14 March eh? today is nasha's birthday! happie birthday nasha!! anyway.. i went back to school with asmah today.. yep! we infiltrated the security of NYP.. well she did. im still a student of NYP. studied there for about 4 hours and then we made a move to go to hougang mall.. ate at long john silver's... the seafood combo. yummy! with cheese sauce and black pepper dippings. went back to gramp's place... i had to send her home didnt i? we had fun.. went to take Print Club stickers again.. the stupid machine went too fast! i didnt even have enough time to go and draw on the pics properly =( but anyways.. luckily it turned out great.. thank heavens!

came back.. headed straight for the shower... and made my brother relinquish his command of MY fortress..the computer. my source of interaction, love and most of all, to meet my darling. *sighz* hahahaha.. anyway.. im chatting with him right now.. so cant write in too long in here. i miss him. lol.. love u. now & always.

take care. au revoir.

PS: learning to save for something important. (our RINGS!)






Khad WW

i surrender..

hey dilemma solved and im a happier person now. it's all over and it's all begun. school's almost over and i'm ambivalent about it. slad the hard parts over but im gonna miss my friends and stuff. so yeah.. that's over. i have a test this thursday and im only half way thru studying. oh yeah.. james is coming in end march.. hopefully. =)

thursday is also my ica for sociology. so kill 2 birds in one day or i can take it as.. die 2 deaths in one day. =( anyway.. i'll make myself make it thru. i will. i'll do longer hours of revision tmr.. i will...



For JWW
u make my life complete the moment u came into it.
before, i'd live life day by day, telling myself that one day,
maybe one day there'd be a person who'd love me as much as i love him.
one day i'd find a man who'd mean what he say.
then came those long lonely nights that i spend alone
thinking and wondering if what i wanted was a mere fantasy..
for i could have never been so wrong, never so suprised,
to have met you. you who made my fantasy a reality.
dont let me down baby i cud never heal
dont leave me sweetheart, never tell me it's not real.
dont hurt me by saying u and i cud never be..
dont shatter me darling, by throwing back my love at me.
u shower me with endearments, and said i love you countless of times
wait a second baby, im trying to find something that rhymes. (LOL)
u care not if im ugly, fat or plain, i appreciate it so i dont feel so vain.
this period of time passes and together our bond grew..
till that special friendship evolved and turned into something new..
that special feeling that is embraced only by a few..
that special feeling that makes me confess, makes me say "Baby, I love you."

"Come What May"