Celebrations

[The Crazy Life That We Lead]

My Greatest Fall

my greatest regret was to have lived and yet be dead to the eyes of the world.

the term holiday is soon coming to and end and i have been so happy i dont wish for it to end. attachment at SGH-Ward 47 was so memorable. the staff there was so friendly and welcoming you could have worked 24 hours there and still not feel tired. The respectful thing about them is that they treat us equal and yet they teach when we make mistake. They supervise as they order. It has been a real pleasure working for them. Nothing would make me happier if i were to be sent back to that ward. Would be the posting to look forward to. I brought Asmah out to the park, the shopping centres and all. had loads of fun... Did i mention I watched HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE with Nicole and Jasmine on the release date itself? We had lots of fun. I know, Nicole, Movies.... Stunned. But love for POTTER changed it all. Who can blame her? Anyway it's not everyday that Cole joined us for movies. Hold it. I'm still loyal to my TK alright. No way. Radcliffe we share. TK is mine... ALL MINE!! Wahaha.. Just kidding. anyway Happy holidys everyone!!!

White Christmas @ Snow City!!
Love and Holiday
Happy Christmas & Merry New Year!!

Khad.

The Happy Story

Hi.. me and jasper darling.. were talking about something cute yesterday and knowing that i was fan of Takuya, we made up alil story about where babies come from n the process, according to the drama titles.
Check this out..
From me & Jasper sweetie..

We were leading a BEAUTIFUL LIFE together. Days were happy nad our lives were full of content. I never felt so much happiness before. Not even the greatest flaw can make me hate him. He is just the best. But there was one thing missing though. we didn't have a junior to tease and everything. of course we were happy with just us in our own world but we need our love to be seen by the world.

We needed to create out own LOVE GENERATION. Something or someone that we can show the world to. Show the world that there is still love in this world...

So we went on a LONG VACATION to a very remote island where nobody could find us.. no one can ever disturbor destroy our mission. Sweet "SENDIMENTAL" island that elimintate all traces of hatred and eveil in this world. There was only me, him & love. It was like on another planet. Only that AIN wasn't there to destroy it.

Then deep into the SLEEPING FOREST we ventured till all serenity and tranquility was found. Nothing could stop us. Except that I forgot to switch off my handphone. And of all the times in the world.. i thought it was that dumb ex-boyfriend that wanted to braeak us up.. but it was a multimedia messgage. It was a song..a voice recording. Guess what song.. " I WAS BORN TO LOVE YOU." I was so touched..



So.. We wished each other GOOD LUCK!! Before we all hell broke loose oin our flight. He was the captain, i was his crew. It was a beautiful flight. No turbulence. Smooth ride.






We forgot the world the time and everything else that lived. It was just us.. US.. in our own world. Our love was our PRIDE. Soon everyone will be able to see our lil PRIDE. Our lil SATONAKA. WAhahahaa!! The idea of the agem was to score a goal. Boy was he a sharp shooter!!




So That was That from the book of love...



Khad.

Hello! Hello! Hello!! Back from KKH, Pediatrics attachment! Cool. Met so many new friends.. Amongst: Liyana, Ernest, Winston, Xian Hui.. Cool cool people man. enjoyed it. was with nicole, jasmine. So i had a blast. nothing wrong with that right? Haha!
Yesterday's yesterday, i went out with suhaila. Old school friend. She's old haha! Just kidding. She's a sweet friend! Nothing like her when it comes to disturbing people. (And this is not just for show) She's a darling. Hasn't changed a bit. exactly the way i knew her and loved her. ^_^ So so happy yeah yeah. Oh yes!
By the way.. see the pic next to this entry? look what it says.. YES! "BEAUTIFUL LIFE" Starring my one and only Takuya Kimura!! Ahaha!! Finally watched it. Got it at a nearby shop at suhaila's place! WHohooo!! It was nice. Didn't beat ENGINE thou!! Haha. I passed BIO-Miracle. Just had psychology..not too long ago. the paper sucked big time. exams are drawing near. and we are in the middle of the fasting month. doesn't feel like ti thou...just as per normal. cooked for the past two days. bought 2 pairs of soles..(shoes la).
Did I tell you? My friend showed a pic to his fren and is setting me up with his fren. Cute right? Not! But never mind. Nothing wrong with making new friends eh? (^_*).. *Hehe(Evil plan brewing)* Okay That's it for now .. Gotta got back to work!


Chao!
Khad.

I am..

Me the way I
sleep...

Exactly the way ..

as when i am wide awake.

Khad

*''"'**-... Looking Fine... SO fine ...-**'''''*

...No matter how straining!!

Everything is So New

*Takuya Kimura*
Hello.. I'm exam stressed at the moment so pardon me if i sound like a complete idiot. Been a while since i updated. I already turned 18 on 20 august. Happy me. Happy life. I gotten myself a Cat since then. His name is Choco. Cute? Not. It's like Chucky reborn.
Anyways. changed my blog appearance to give credit to my all time craze, Takuya Kimura. Been watching him quite a lot lately. Who can blame me? Look at him!! Ahhh...
Anyway.. Super cute. Super hot.

he plays in super cool dramas. Japanese of course. the latest one is ENGINE. I bought it a while back. the theme and story line is warm and hearty. He plays as Jiro Kanzaki, a racer who comes back to an orphanage(sorta) home, managed by his foster father and sister. watch it yourself if u wanna noe more. LOL!!

I'm still in school right now. 1914hrs. I'm going home now. Too cold already. Chao!

Johnny.Chocolate.Ain.Takuya.Movies.Radcliffe.Mark

somethings in life you just cant forget. friends. idols. fav food. loveof your life. i have all of them. never gonna live without them. My wish list would never exclude them. If i were to be stranded on a forsaken island with nothing but the skies and beautiful palm trees, white sandy beaches and foamy ocean waves, the things i would like to have and the people i wish to be by my side..

1. laptop
2. digital camera
3. handphone
4. wallet
5. takuya kimura
6. daniel radcliffe
7. ain
8. johnny depp
9. chocolate
10. chocolates
11. ice cream
12. Mark A. Kelly
13. brad pitt(maybe.. for ain..)

thats it i guess. chocolates for everyone. ice cream for me and mark. depp for ain, kimura, radcliffe and kelly for me. haha. cameras are essential of course! if not.. how would we capture all those beautiful moments together?

beautiful sunsets.. sunrise with loved ones... (of course my parents would be on they 2nd honeymoon to be fair) with chocolates and ice cream at night..while we lay on the white sands for star gazing.. the little balls of lights sparkling like diamonds and glass scattered across the big blue velvet sky.. Captain Jack Sparrow will of course sing for us.. "Da da da da da.. Da da da da da.. and really bad eggs." Around the campfire, cracking jokes... having fun and feeling loved.. loved? maybe excited and turned on... who wouldn't be with all those gorgeous hotties around? Especially MY Mark..

~!!(*,*)!!~ *drEaMz* if only.... if only...... that would be very VERY nice. i think i shall dream of it tonight and smile tomorrow morning! FOR ITS FRIDAY tmr... i hope the week ends with a good note.

well then... OH YES!! i'm watching charlie and the chocolate factory today.. with jasmine..

see ya!!

khad!

JOhnNy HunNNy

hello.. had a friend..
well we're still friends. his name is johnny.. JOhnny my hunny. back in school when we were classmates. he was a funny nerd and i was, well, me. didnt expect me to be roaming with nerd now didja? but johnny was different. johnny was johnny. if u knew johnny.. u'd think that nerds are cool. u dun have to be cool to be great. johnny was great. he was funny sweet and everything else.
we'd joke in class with missy wongebaba. lol. there was this one time, i shoved a pic of myself into his wallet. i made him swore that he'd have the pic forever. well he still does. for a hell two long years plus. well he says he still does. didnt know of another man as sweet. except MARK but he's a god.. that's different. Johnny is a friend. we chat yesterday. he reminded me of something i forgot, so embarassing. there was this one time when johnny decided to be funny and then johnny tugged on my bra strap. for jokes sake.. nothing sexual. i hope. (0_o) gulp!
Guess what i did? I made a sharp turn around and slapped his face. Yep. Jus like in the dramas where the fierce heroine would. well.. i was fierce but not a heroine. Whoa! Johnny said he can still feel it. Johnny Johnny Johnny. I was hard-hearted enuff not to apologise to him for it. but i did yesterday. didnt i johnny?
Lol.. he'd say "No! No! No! You stay where you. DOn't come near me!" to me and fadhila everytime we come close to pinch him or tease him. Haha. Those were the good old days. Ain't it Johnny Hunny?
Well JOhnny has changed now. no more mr-bully-me-and-i'll-do-nothing, but someone more confident and hell more stylish than before! Whoohoo.. there's plenty more with Johnny if u ask me. Sitting in skeleton warrior's class together sometimes studying, sometimes well.. we laugh. in between classes we'd crack out with laughter together with sick-lame but funny jokes. we're intellectually crazy man. johnny my man. johnny is the man. uSed to order johnny around so much i was like a queen. sending Johnny to the canteen from the 4th floor to get me a drink or something. Bad me bullying poor Johnny. But That aint the Johnny now. oh.. i'm telling u. U mess around with Johnny.. "SOMEBODY'IS GOING TO GET HURT REAL BAD! SOMEBODY. I'M NOT GOING TO SAY WHO. BUT SOMEBODY." Haha. remember that johnny?
okok that's all about johnny. Johnny my man.

OK. thats all. Oh btw.. johnny,
For every JOHNNY that is highlighted, is an apology from me for all those times i was nasty to you pal... forgive my rudeness and impulsive ness. (^_^'''') ok?
friends forever.

Prof Khad.
MBBS PhD In Bitchiology.
University of Gotham City.

crazy life we live in

the crazy life we lead.
so unpredictable and unsure. but tat makes things more interesting for human sometimes. u never know what lies ahead of you. u can only plan things but u cannot make them happen unless it is with god's grace. do you know what it means to be loved? lucky you. better to have loved and lost than to not love at all. BUT it is better to not love at all rather than to have love and lost. Always better that way. You dun get hurt and you don't hurt anyone at all.
crazy but true. you can never evade love. there is no one is this world who is born unloved. those who dont'have lovers are loved by friends. not by friends, by family. not by family, by parents. not by parents by god. not by god then it is only yourself who has chosen not to be loved.
that is the beauty of love. you're always loved 24-7. but to feel that love, you need to want to be loved. if not, no amount of miracle can salvage your dark and fallen soul.
start with loving urself, then ur parents or your surrounding, and you'l see the beautiful side of life, world and humanity.
for me, i have yet to find the meaning of it all. i cannot say that i have not fallen into love's traps before, i have but there is nothing that i can do about it but to learn and see the beauty of it.

had i not learnt, i would never have known. in my stories, heros and heroines fall in love and live happily ever after. but things dun usually go that way. my characters always have to undergo a SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS. then they pass thru the realm of discovering their courage. never know if that one person you deny the very most might be the one who loves you the very most.

my dad, he says he doesnt look back. neither do i. we bring the past into our future, my father and i becos we learn from it. We dont hate. We just remember your faults. FOREVER. only then will you know how much u have hurt us.

but tht is the beauty of it all. you love you'll get hurt, happiness all in one.
Love is truly an all rounder if u ask me..

OH HAppY BaRfDae To GrannY!
sHe's 65 tmR. I LoVe You.

Khad.

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0328 am it is!

i know call me mad.. i dun care.. i have been in front of the computer for five hours.. editing my moronic blog. Now it looks fabulous! HEhe.. Anywayz.. I'm tired.. but happy. had a wonderful day outside and at home. Well I guess tat's short notice. i'll be updating the JUSTICE LEAGUE blog tmr if i have the time. Eh? Jya Ne.

Oyasuminasai!
Sayonara!

Good Night!
GoodBYe!
Khad.

his the one

I'll tell you why i'm happier alone..

i'm not single becos i chose to be..
i'm not alone for no reason..
i'm not perfectionist. i'm not materialistic(not exactly)
but i am used to getting the best in everything..
how can i let my boyfriend be an exception?
you make my heart race even when ure not around
i smile like a child in his mother's arms when i look at you.
such tranquility, such insanity.. all at the same time.
how can it be?then again, how can it NOT be.. It's you. Of course it can be.
everytime a good boy comes along, impresses me.
then went i finally tot he was, im reminded of your existance.
of the times u made me smile like i was in fairytale land.
of the times u made millions of butterflies flutter like wild in my stomach.
of all those times u made me shy away from my screen..
every single time i try, i will remember you.
i will remember all those things.
i will always remember tht there is a perfect man.
he just isnt here.. yet. isnt here yet.

KHad.
TO him who makes me smile whenever he signs in.. LOL

Helloooooooo.....fellow cats and purrs~

Ohisa Shi Bure Danne!! Been a long time!
yep first part of the attachments are over and holidays are here... anyway... good to be back.. just changed my mobile number.. new phone.. getting a new notebook. wahaha! finally.. my dreams have come true. thanks to mom... love ya. dad was the one who bought my phone.. looks like my barfdae gifts come in early this year. LOL!!

Okay that's all..
keep in touch.
Missing Marc.. I'll see you online soon

KHAD
Prof. MBBS.PhD. Bitchiology
University of Gotham City

the littlest things makes thme smile.
my parents, my late aunt, my grandparents. just show the lil child inside of you and they melt and they smile. it's good to grow and still remain a child to them. it signifies taht u respect them and know your place in their eyes. most kids out grow their parents, so did i physically but not mentally. i always let them take over somethings in my life and at the same time, telling them that i have grown, trust me..

anyway, yesterday blogger was down, but i wanted to tell you that i'm currently watching GOOD LUCK! on Channel U.. it's so cool. starring Takuya Kimura.. my long lost idol. havent seen him for a while and he appears just as vic disappears.. haha .. fantazy neva diesz... lol.. anyway.. im in school much doing my stuff and doing my e learning. that's all. i miss mark alot thou. havent heard from him for some time now.

prof. khad
mbbs bitchiology

the greatest battle ever isnt fought on a battlefield but within
ourselves

whenever you think of battles, you think of the army and soldiers.

whenever you think of battles yout hink of bloodspills and war.

whenever battle is mentioned you think of death.

whenever you think of battle you think of a battlefield.

But let me tell you one thing.

not all battles are fought on the battlefield.

in every battlefield, there is a commander.

did you know that in every commander, there is a battlefield?

the greatest battle ever fought did not occur in Iraq or Japan.

it goes on for years yes, but it lies in all of us.

everyday there is a battle going on inside ourselves.

every minute our bidy is fighting an all out war.

A battlefield goes on inside of me. A war.

controversy, contradictions and conflict.

there is no need for killing. no need for bloodshed.

just your confidence and will.

and when you attain victory here,

it is then that you can say,

i have fought the greatest battle there can ever will be,

.....and i won...

Prof. Khad

MBBS. PhD in Bitchiology

ICA OVER!!
WAHA! HAHAHAHAHA!so happy together.. and hols are coming up before exams.. but i dont give a damn.. ICA is over olredy! we did olrite but yeah.. im glad it's over olredy.. so now in com lab of course listening to zaizai song of course and blogging in oltogether. in touch with justice league and happy all about it.. found some new cool picxs of him and sesshomaru.. im going home soon and im so happy about it im going to jump for joy right now.. im glad that it's all over!!! thank you team green. Malliga, Ila, Ain, Qin Fang, Miao Yi, Jason and Me of course.. today is SAM's birthday.. HAPPIE BARFDAE SAMANTHA!!

Kat out..
MBBS

hello moto.
like the phrase hate the brand. but never mind. i didnt go and watch the darn movie that day cos something came up. but might be watching movie this friday with the gals and planning for a trekking session during the hols after the camp. stress relief exercise lah. wahaha. exams are coming up already. havent really start studying but will start soon. dont worry. kekez.. card finishing soon olredy. right now im in school. this week has been very hectic and tiring. im mostly sleeping at home nowadays. im that shacked! not shagged. lecture just now qas comical with shikin scarming along with dumb but comical jokes. i swear that woman drives me up the wall but she's nice. and crazy did i mention crazy? she's a lunatic. a cute lunatic thou. okay.. been really tired these days and i cant help but sleep. dad's going back to work tmr. and tmr i have ICA. i woke up late for school today wuld you believe it? for an 8 o'clock lecture, i woke up at 0715. sick or wat? imagine the rush. took the cab. dropped at school. didnt run. bumped into ain along the way. that's y i didnt run. cos i wasnt that late. other than that everythign else is peachy.. thanx for asking.. will update a poem i wrote a couple of days ago.. see ya..

Prof Khad.
MBBS

hi baby..
wahaha.. lovely weekend.. great monday morning, great day at school. now in the lab of course doing project stuff again. members are here too and well. Black Hawk Down yesterdae was so cool i cried at some parts. but it's ok. haha. dad is at home. he sprained his ankle on friday on saturday i brought him to TTSh. Cute doctor Daniel tan.. hehehe.. anyways.. he rested at home for the weekend and coming till wednesday. going to see finding neverland today after school if everything goes well..

see ya then.
Khad
MBBS

goodbye nanyang polytechnic
hello people.. here in com lab with my "bestest pals".. miss nanyang.. wahaha.. somehow i think that.. urgh nevermind. we're doing our project right now and doing compilation.. im with ain and gang.. never mind that.. so darn bored.. a day to go to CNY..
Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

khad

goodbye world.
hectic weekend. nick's in CGH with dengue fever. im in school with GP III. supposed to be a rehearsal but dumb jason aint here. so postpone. we have tutuorial after this. ICA this wednesday. wahaha.. nana gave me bangs on my forehead. yep she cut my fringe. i look like a DOLL!! heavens sake. so not me. i think ms kamala is going to kill me if i end up in the same attachment with her again and she sees it.
anyways..we were posing for a "photo shoot" yesterday in my room.. steamy pics and funny poses.. from nana. not me.. haha..
ok thats for it..

prof khad out.
MBBS PhD Khadiology

Heelloo...
in school. done with CBT bandaging. viewing zai zai pics and jasmine is beside me right now and so is pei fen, sally, malliga & jason. the other 3 stooges are having lunch. i had mine already earlier so im not hungry. listening to the cd right now too and so bore so i tot or blogging in. jas's new obsession is with this fella called SKY.. Oops.. She's into Kenny Kwan. quite cute actually.. SHE's SKY high. hahaha... anyway.. school is so tiring.. i dont even have energy to fold my clothes at home. there's a pile. i dont know when to finish it actually.. i invited ila to my house on saturday for the project.. she's agreeable.. so tht's set then.. friday meeting kumar to go down to school.. YUYING here comes MISSY KHAD!!

Yours,
Prof. Khad
MBBS. KHADIOLOGY

Sometimes late at night..

sometimes late at night.. i lie awake..
dreams are all so fake and confusing.
but that's not the point here. i'm in school right now and NYP is having an open house today and tmr...cool? it's alright. school is flocked with kids from secondary schools today.. they are a mess man.. never seen such horror..hahaha.. sorrie kids.. Xue Jie here doesnt like massive invasion. what more a multiple invasion from small earthlings.. hahaha.. ok never mind.. will soon get to meet you guys and hope u guys are nice pple. ok that's all..

Prof.Khad.
MBBS.

Hello! Hello! Hello!

finally updated my blog and im super happy about it. new songs.. new background.. new me. sesshomaru seems so me. becos i have been down so long. finally things are looking up and im bright about it. evanescence rocks and althou there's no more inuyasha, i'll buy the VCD instead. darn helsing. stupid anime compared to INUYASHA. but never mind. im all smiles i dunno why.. maybe becos of mark. thanks baby. my friends are all around me. sun is shining brightly over my head im glowing!!

khad.
Muacks.

School Started!

everything is going haywire! school has started and i am so stressed up olredy and it's only the first week of the semester. the timetable is so hectic on top of everything else, so much has changed. that much. home life has been going great and so has friendship but errr... something is not right somewhere and i dont know what to do about it. i dont even know where the problem lies.
there's this thing with the tsunami disaster. it shows there is still love and care in the world. i m ambivalent about this disaster. im partly happy because on one hand, it eliminates the world's attention on war and focuses on helping the people affected by the disaster, which is SOOOO much better isnt it? on the other hand, it destroys home, families and happiness of all the victims. recovering from the trauma would be a hefty task.
then again.. im in school! i olredy bought the DARN MARS vcd. costed me a F***ing $50.00 sia. but i liked the show and i watch it everyday.almost. im still watching inuyasha.. loving it always..
ok.
so im quite happy right now. for the moment. dont know how long it will last but i'll enjoy every minute of it so long as it's still around..

signing out,
lurvin..Mr Kelly
DaXiaoJie
Khad