Monday, April 30, 2007

misery takes over while distance takes control


i have never loved like this. u feel permanent. we feel permanent and right. there is nothing that can describe this lovely emotion that i feel. u make it all possible and i am aware that should you ever decide to take away that gift, i would shatter and break into a million pieces. please baby, i know we love each other. so much. but this damnable distance is taking it's toll. so come back to me baby, have mercy on our aching hearts and come back to me soon.

Monday, April 16, 2007

oh how my heartb breaks..



time spent away from you seems like a never-ending torture to me. everyday i miss you, everyday im loving you more and more. i dont believe that there is one other person in this world that id rather be with than u, none other id rather be with than you. i knew i loved you before i met you.. i think id miss you even if we never met.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

au revoir cherie, till our next kiss, till i get to hold you again..

So happy together....
all the times we've been together my love, never once have you made me feel unloved, or un-cherished. you made me so happy baby. you make me so. i love you so much baby. i do. when i said yes, i mean it baby. because the longer i am with you, the more i am convinced i am that i want to be with you for the rest of my life and you are the man that will make me happy, protect me and love me for the rest of my life. i would do the same for you james, if it means that i get to be with you forever...it breaks my heart that we have to be apart.. it does.
make me happy baby, come back for me. i love you baby. we promised that we'd be strong and i will be. for u, for us. khad will try he damnest to be with you, james, she promised u that. everyday i love you more and more, listen to my heart can u hear it say, i love you, until the end.... of.. time.. come what may. i will love you.. until my dying day. i always will.


james & khad