Scandalous

~Sensational Disaster~

Hubba Hubba Hubba... Jimmy, brace yourself baby...

Yes.. what is man without beasts, who else wud they learn their bedding skills from?

at the zoo after 12 years....

~ Scandalous Dilla & Khad~

my dear friend asked me one stupid and silly question the other day.
Silly Friend: Hey what's up with you?
me: what?
SF: whats with you and ang moh(caucasion) guys? you got a thing for them, is it?
me: seems so. dunno.
SF: omg! you're malay and wear tudong you know!
me: so?
SF: so?! so what do you think you are doing?
me: following in Singapore's steps.
SF: whats tat?
me: globalising.
SF: (-_-'''')...

.think global.

countess khad

Regency Reigns Relentlessly & Restlessly

Vintage Issue

Blaque Visions
So Thats The Way It Is, Gentlemen.

Sunny-side Up Anyone?


Brother & Sister: Chapter II

Smile!

HARE-Khad!

like it? damn its short but it looks damn good!
exit? stage right!
and i owe all my smiles and happy days after my great fall to this close-to-perfection young lad, called Ross. the sweetest thing since ben and jerry's. lol thank you for everyday Ross-ie! Couldnt be happier to have u in my life! World meet the man who is responsible for the strong khad and the man who keeps me waking me up and smiling at work. for whom without i wud have given up on my productive and dull life. the sentinel and essential part of my life.

R.C.C.

18 June ends everything and begins everything!

countessa Holidayza OVA!

Princessa..

goodness gracious, the moment the pay came in, me and lil kuzzy went rushing to stores! Asmah picked out this dress for me, CT apparently claimed i look like barbie and i shud wear more things like this cos i look more feminine (-_-''') thanks..

Country Bumpkin.

back at my lil village in malacca after a 4 hour drive. man that sucks. then we went to KL too you know.. all ove the weekend. it was a nice change of atmosphere there, roosters crowed at 5am, morning dew on the lawns. the swing i sat on when i was a child is still around and i havent grown too fat to swing on it. (^_^) eat tat suckers!! lol. hahaha. anyway, the trip was good for me but the only glitch was i got bitten by mosquitoes.. oh well. i suppose i cud do a lil blood donation.. thank god i am ok. there was a wedding at KL. (last minute decision to tag along) and i saw cousins i nvr knew existed and renewed acquaintances i nvr knew i had.

its like everyone knows everyone including you, who dont know anyone. lol.

country bumpkin on the way home... on the road again... oh on the road again. =)

Lady Brereton Takes Regency

hello world. take your bow, khad has fallen in love, assured that she is loved and life couldnt be more wonderful than this. this is all possible bcos of a certain Lord Brereton, (aka JWW) whose eyes habours a tenderness that has to be protected at all costs. so i have taken control over the regency and have taken this as my lifelong mission to protect that GEM of a man. to return that loving tenderness that he has decided to show to me. a bit annoying at times but i'd rather a man get on my nerves, peaks my temper then tries so hard to appease me. it is adorable. i will in turn care for u my love, with all my heart, now and always, forever and ever. wifey's promise. ;) so stay with me, never leave for i would be left bereft, heartbroken, by myself to grieve.





i swear to you, not a day that passes by that he does not tell me that he loves me dear world. i am happy and honoured that he does. maybe im one of those girls who derives their security from those simple words. i am a simple girl, intricate yet the simplest things, i find are the things that brings the most pleasure. ask urselves, a card handmade, doesnt cost much, but when given on a bday, is treasured bcos it says "i remember you" everybody wants to be someone's somebody that he/she remembers.




so thats it world, remember someone and tell them "hey, hi.. havent heard from you, how are u doing?" life is much more pleasanter that way.. till i write again my friends, i miss you and will be seeing u soon if it so. stay with me until then, believe me i am thinking of u as days go.

you have no idea how much i love u baby, everytime i look into ur eyes, there is a special tenderness in it that makes me want to protect that precious gift. James, you make me happy, but u cud make me even happier if only u'd allow me to protect that special tenderness so that it is not lost. let me protect you, let me protect your heart darling. i love you.

misery takes over while distance takes control

i have never loved like this. u feel permanent. we feel permanent and right. there is nothing that can describe this lovely emotion that i feel. u make it all possible and i am aware that should you ever decide to take away that gift, i would shatter and break into a million pieces. please baby, i know we love each other. so much. but this damnable distance is taking it's toll. so come back to me baby, have mercy on our aching hearts and come back to me soon.

oh how my heartb breaks..

time spent away from you seems like a never-ending torture to me. everyday i miss you, everyday im loving you more and more. i dont believe that there is one other person in this world that id rather be with than u, none other id rather be with than you. i knew i loved you before i met you.. i think id miss you even if we never met.

au revoir cherie, till our next kiss, till i get to hold you again..

So happy together....

all the times we've been together my love, never once have you made me feel unloved, or un-cherished. you made me so happy baby. you make me so. i love you so much baby. i do. when i said yes, i mean it baby. because the longer i am with you, the more i am convinced i am that i want to be with you for the rest of my life and you are the man that will make me happy, protect me and love me for the rest of my life. i would do the same for you james, if it means that i get to be with you forever...it breaks my heart that we have to be apart.. it does.
make me happy baby, come back for me. i love you baby. we promised that we'd be strong and i will be. for u, for us. khad will try he damnest to be with you, james, she promised u that. everyday i love you more and more, listen to my heart can u hear it say, i love you, until the end.... of.. time.. come what may. i will love you.. until my dying day. i always will.

james & khad

in love... in love..

see what James sent me!!

(WORLD's BESTEST BOYFRIEND!!)

what do nursing students do when they are bored?

they doodle their boyfriend's name on their bodies of course!!
then write sweet messages on their calves...

Introducing...

NYP Yr 3 Siti Khadijah Binte Ismail

SGH- Department Of EmergencyMedicine (PRCP)

Dangerous Passions

Sweet-smiling images keeps the world going, keeps my heart beating..

You're all that i need to live my days. A magnificent love story unfolds..

"You cannot learn to love until you've learnt what it is like to lose."

and so thus he makes me happy this mortal of a man, makes me smile and believe in tomorrow, think of the future, trust in love and risk it all but at the end of the day, coming home to where serenity, peace, tranquility embraces me... to where he is. to where my james is..

To... James William Ward

I just recall this wondrous instant:

You have arrived before my face

A vision, fleeting in a distance,

A spirit of the pure grace.

In pine of sorrow unfair,

In worldly harassment and noise

I dreamed of your beloved air

And heard your quiet, gentle voice.

Years passed. The tempests' rebel senders

Have scattered this delightful dream,

And I forgot this sound tender

And how heavenly you seemed.

In gloomy dark of isolation,

My days were gradually moved,

Without faith and inspiration,

Without tears, life, and love.

My soul awoke with decision:

And you again came as a blest,

Like an enchanting fleeting vision,

A spirit of the pure grace.

My heart beats on in resurrection

It has again for what to strive:

Divinity and inspiration,

Life, tears, and eternal love.

- Aleksandr Pushkin

LIVE! From UK & Singapore

yep that's right! live from UK & SG.. we went live on msn actually. i was so happy. we were so happy. aint that right? lol. anyway.. budding roses. they look so beautiful was up till late last night and today up early bcos mom & dad's gone out of town. apparently gran's sister ha d fall and broke her arm. innalillah. may allah let her heal soon. i coulnt go cos well.. the tickets. and its much better if i didnt. my regards and well wishes are always with her.

this is pretty isnt it? yes what a pretty picture we make. hahaha. now & always. i have a long distance love but i know he's meant for me cos he was sent from up above. i long for his arms to hold me tight, hold me close to tell me everything's going to be alright. i'm blessed to have him in my life, maybe blessed enough he'll take me for his wife. when we age, togther, when i grow old, his hand is the one i want to hold. for better or worse, till death do us part, i love u sweet baby, i love u with all my heart..
school. ended. told u that. no mood to study.. paper on monday. i'll do revision today. (some) anyway.. i passed HS 3077!! Yay! that's one module down.. 2 more to go love! hehehe.. not going anywhere stupid schedule is still not out yet! till later..

Khad

ps: you and me. now and always.

Now & Always

this is james william ward. hubba hubba hubbie. lol.

okay so 14 March eh? today is nasha's birthday! happie birthday nasha!! anyway.. i went back to school with asmah today.. yep! we infiltrated the security of NYP.. well she did. im still a student of NYP. studied there for about 4 hours and then we made a move to go to hougang mall.. ate at long john silver's... the seafood combo. yummy! with cheese sauce and black pepper dippings. went back to gramp's place... i had to send her home didnt i? we had fun.. went to take Print Club stickers again.. the stupid machine went too fast! i didnt even have enough time to go and draw on the pics properly =( but anyways.. luckily it turned out great.. thank heavens!

came back.. headed straight for the shower... and made my brother relinquish his command of MY fortress..the computer. my source of interaction, love and most of all, to meet my darling. *sighz* hahahaha.. anyway.. im chatting with him right now.. so cant write in too long in here. i miss him. lol.. love u. now & always.

take care. au revoir.

PS: learning to save for something important. (our RINGS!)






Khad WW

i surrender..

hey dilemma solved and im a happier person now. it's all over and it's all begun. school's almost over and i'm ambivalent about it. slad the hard parts over but im gonna miss my friends and stuff. so yeah.. that's over. i have a test this thursday and im only half way thru studying. oh yeah.. james is coming in end march.. hopefully. =)

thursday is also my ica for sociology. so kill 2 birds in one day or i can take it as.. die 2 deaths in one day. =( anyway.. i'll make myself make it thru. i will. i'll do longer hours of revision tmr.. i will...



For JWW
u make my life complete the moment u came into it.
before, i'd live life day by day, telling myself that one day,
maybe one day there'd be a person who'd love me as much as i love him.
one day i'd find a man who'd mean what he say.
then came those long lonely nights that i spend alone
thinking and wondering if what i wanted was a mere fantasy..
for i could have never been so wrong, never so suprised,
to have met you. you who made my fantasy a reality.
dont let me down baby i cud never heal
dont leave me sweetheart, never tell me it's not real.
dont hurt me by saying u and i cud never be..
dont shatter me darling, by throwing back my love at me.
u shower me with endearments, and said i love you countless of times
wait a second baby, im trying to find something that rhymes. (LOL)
u care not if im ugly, fat or plain, i appreciate it so i dont feel so vain.
this period of time passes and together our bond grew..
till that special friendship evolved and turned into something new..
that special feeling that is embraced only by a few..
that special feeling that makes me confess, makes me say "Baby, I love you."

"Come What May"