in school. will make this short. hs 3032: aggression is going well. glad. home life, good. love life, messy good. inner self, content. health, fit as pancakes. school life, ambivalent. happiness percentage 97%. study motivation 65%. naughty horns, 78%. sexual drive, 90%. that's stats. short to say...

"Khad Is happy"

Masquerade

hello NYP! back back. Lovely long weekend couldn't have a more perfect ending. i called Johnny last night. perfect. totally. reliving all the sweet seductive memories of high school! couldn't be more perfect. what more to wake up to a steamy monday morning. *if you know what i mean! (hint*hint*) anyway let me fill you in about weekend.
wednesday: slacked at home and danced till my feet were sore and it was Singapore's Birthday! Happy B*dae SNG!! the national day parade was a grandeur, of course like every year, i cried when the national anthem was played. sang my heart out. i dunno call it patriotism or momentary insanity but i felt it in my roots and cores of me soul.
thursday: went havock with more dancing and laughter. went to the library with lil Asmah @ AMK. borrowed so many Historical romances. then slacked at home with VCDs, movies and DVDs galore.
friday: went out with the one and only Malia. My other quarter. initially, we planned on going to BUGIS to shop but Malia, being the late waker, we ended up meeting at 1400 and had to settle for little india instead. but it was fun though, as usual, we shopped. we laughed, making a fool out of us-selves. then as hungry as lion, we grabbed a cup of mashed potato before heading down to Hougang Mall (familiar terrritory) and ate at LJS. Then we shopped some more for a couple of accessories. again more fun. of course, what trip with Malia is complete if it we didn't take print stickers at the print club. we had bought shades and decided to model for them. We looked gorgeous. totally unsurprising. (*,*) the pics turned out so nice, it was a shame tat it was small. she went o my house. i gave her a haircut. Malia looked so adorable! hahaha. okay you can say it. *Khad you're a genius. [tell me something i don't know (-_-***)] haha. shameless. that's for friday. happening?
saturday: beautiful. i went to town. don't worry i haven't lost my mind. i went to admire the fireworks. it was gorgeous. i stayed in my red hot car. havent been contaminted. dont worry. :D
it was super di duper exilihirating! wonderful. stunned into silence. it was also the day i told dad about Mark. i tot he was going to kill me or feed me to the sharks but dad was totally understanding. he said okay and gave the greens for the Go-Ahead. He thinks Mark is good looking too. Who wouldn't? Yeah. I showed him Mark's pic. at first he said we should hold the news from mom but he ended up telling her instead. but she was cool with it too. this is the first time i have talked to my parents about a.. man. becos i really like Mark, wait, i really love him. glad i took kak yana's advice and told them. now i have nothing to hide. guess what dad said? he told me to bring Mark HOME when he comes here. !!(0_O)!! yeah i know.
sunday: mom found out about Mark. she thinks he has pretty eyes that is honest. she guessed him a pretty secretive person too. see baby? i told ya ;) . lol.
Monday: TODAY!! text Mark in the morning. :p *wagging tongues, fanning my bottom. back in school. loving it. great start to the week. driving lessons this wed. good luck to me. no more drifting!!

location paradise

hello there. back in school. i love week 17. by far the most relaxing week of all. compared to the rest of the weeks, which have been pure murder to go thru. projects, papers and practicals. believe it.. i've only attended school for 2 days this week and i have a long holiday coming up. from tomorrow onwards. ;D that's rite! i'm all smiles right now. feel as though i did something good been granted this luxury.
confessions: i felt almost rotten this week. i guess i know. i do know why. i've written why in my book diary. yes.. as much as i share, i still keep a part of me hidden from the rest of the world. something too deep that i don't want other people to know. i'm pretty sure we all have secrets we wanna keep. so i have mine. nothing close to being unfaithful, nothing close to that. just rotten and hurt. pretty hurt. that's it. i spent my time reading historical romances to soothe and nurse my aching heart. guess it's the place where i feel most lost and just floating around looking at the characters live their romance gives me a sense of completion and hope that love is not all myth and as painful as i was led to believe.
share: huge laugh last saturday. Rudy got married...again. at 23 and married twice. some people have all the luck. i have to wait years before i get to see Mark. :( anyway, we kicked up a storm there in the bus. it was so much, thanks to a huge part, ME, KAK ASHA & KAK YANA. if kak shidah was there, it would have been a bigger uproar i swear it. :D
i still love Mark.

Khad.