Saturday, August 07, 2004

-=[Khadiology: Crying Is Part Of Learing]=-
She cant, She Doesnt have, She's lost.
She only has one. She feels alone.
She cant walk, not run, she is still...
She doesnt have have the will..
so everybody scolds her.. Everybody did.
She's lost her mother, she is still young.
She hasnt got a father, she only has her young sister.
Taken care of, loved by everyone,
However, everyone needs a mother.
Everyone needs a guardian angel.
I'm glad i still have mine. She does not.

She feels alone, all that she has, reminding her of her mom,
was a letter, a remembrance from her mother,
a message before she left. It was her life,
It was precious. Little did i noe that she turns to that
small piece of letter to make her remember her mother.
i felt so useless and angry at myself for making her remember her mother.
She shouldnt have to..she was all tears yesterday..

The letter, she hugged on to it like it was her life..It is..
Only for her eyes to see, only for her heart to feel.
a young lost a love, the only comfort she knows of.
she's lost a mother. she lost, an orphan.
" Only For Siti, Remember...."
What could i have done to stop her tears and wash away her sorrows?
None. I just stared at the power of a lil letter that made her remember her mother.
there was nothing that i could do.

she had a letter, a final message from her mother before she left..
i didnt have anything but her pictures, memories and a card..
I didnt even had a final chat before she left..
Because i was so selfish, so self-centered and ignorant
Tot she had one more day, tot she had JUST one more day
It was all that i ever needed. I didnt even have that..
I t was all my fault..I treasure wad i have right now..


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