Monday, October 23, 2006

this is my final goodbye.
we're taking a split. i'm setting u free. it pains me that i have to but it is so.
i no longer love anyone but you but you had to turn away. i hope you know
that no matter how much u think i'm going to hate you, i'm telling u u're wrong.
even if u shatter me into a million pieces. I'll always love you.
Now and always.
i pray that u stay happy and blessed with all good things in the world. I haven't got
anything worthy to give u to make u stay, if u think the love i have for you is unworthy
of your keep then i'm afraid i really have nth else to offer. But i'll always be here for you,
I'll always love you.
Now and always.
i've always known. i've always felt that you were perfect, this i've told you. i also believe
that you know i think you a king. one that rules over me, night and day, in wake and in
dreams, in light and in darkness. you're here, you're there. loving u is as natural as breathing air.
go now, i know u want to leave so i shant keep. i cant possess something that isnt mine. i cannot
lose something i never had. my only defence is that i love you.
Now and always.
But tell me goodbye and let me cry. let me cry, let me hurt because i'll heal. just dont leave and
not let me know. let me be hurt,because it'll just hurt, no matter how bad, rather than u leave me worried, angry and disappointed. my only salvation is that i love you.
Now and always.

So this is my final good bye if u want it to be. u must think i'm crazy, u must think me mad.
but i have told you and i told u the truth when i told you i love you.
Now and always.


Khad

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