Quick to give, Slow to take. Wasnt so pleasant, wasnt a mistake.

When You are down, Grab a Girlfriend & Fly HIGH!!

Khad On SkyRide Irmalia On Skyride

The Test
This was the story that i was telling u about. Quick to give, i dont care if i lose a lot. so long as u are happy.. its all material and im not really material. after all whatever we have in this world, will just be with us until our last breath after which all possessions wud belong to others who are left behind.
At my death bed, what i really want, is to remember that i had a good life, that i make people smile, i make people laug. That smile that you give, is the memory i will bring to my grave.
When i lie, it will be because i do not want to hurt you, it will be because i'm protecting you from the nasty reality and i will be trying to fix the situation while i keep you smiling. Until things get better, for both you and i. What you dont know, wont hurt you and i definitely do not wish to hurt you. ....Truly.


The Recovery
then came a point of time i had to leave. i cannot hold not to something that isn't mine. so as usual, i'll be the girl with the broken smile. walking around with the plastered happiness that hides a broken heart lined with sorrow.
So while i spend my nights alone, trying to bounce back from this fall, i realized, i cannot lose something that was not mine in the first place. it was all so ironic. the more i thought about it, the funnier it becomes.
An aching heart that is trying to laugh and pretend it is ok. it hurts even more that way. did u know that? i bet you didnt. I got a friend to help me recover from this. someone whom i know will NEVER cheat, will NEVER lie to me, who will NEVER hurt me knowingly. That friend who will not say things to bring me down intentionally. Irmalia Ismail.

GET REAL!!

"the truth is, Irmalia & Khad, we compliment each other very well.

She carries the umbrella, i'll carry the camera. =)"

Malia is the soft looking one, who has got a head-strong attitude and doesnt forgve easily.

Khad is the tough looking one, who is soft inside, forgives easily, gets hurt easily

but no matter how hard Khad falls or how angry Malia gets, I will be there for her, and in turn, Malia is with me every step of the way. She is the negative side of the battery with her anger and me? Im the plus sign on the other side. Together... we work pretty well. We really do. tell the world not to come in between. there isnt any space left.

So ok.. until here then. Until later..

Ps: i told u the climax will give me a plunge i will never forget.

Khad